ESTELLE STILL EXISTS! AND THEY HAVE A MYSPACE! WWW.MYSPACE.COM/ESTELLEROCKS!
omg this made me the happiest girl in the world :)
- Location:dorm
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:y- estelle
i'm not home, they make me miserable
thanks for embarrassing me in front of leah, mom
"where were you last night? you didn't tell me that you rented a movie with Leah last night."
BULLSHIT I DIDN'T TELL YOU.
Yes, i would rather spend time with my friends than you guys
Yes it makes me happier when i'm with them
I hope you realize that I'm not a bad person
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU NEVER WILL. so what's the point?
They make me want to never come home again
They make me feel like I really am an ungrateful bitch
They really think that I do no good
Me:"I'm excited about Ad Club!"
Them: "hmmm...did you do a, b, and c? No, hmm. well, okay."
DUde, what's the point?
3 things I want in life:
1. to have a relationship with my parents that doesn't involve them telling me things i don't do right...or any relationship with them at least
2. to graduate so i don't have to listen to their shit anymore
3. just to be free and feel like it's okay for me to act my age.
realize none of this deals with Justin. I want those things more than him. I am so sick of thinking low of myself
I TOOK 5 SLEEPING PILLS THE OTHER NIGHT SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT.
I SMOKED OUT LAST NIGHT AND IT NUMBED EVERYTHING. AND I WAS FOR THE FIRST TIME ALL WEEK RELIEVED.
Seriously, they make me doubt everything. I hate how they are. I know they hate how I am.
If i go home, they do nothing but talk about me behind my back. whatever. fuck it. fuck you, and fuck that diety that so screws me. that's right, i'm still mad. help me fix it. make me faithful. i'm waiting.
- Mood:
angry
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the coolest book you can find. Do what's actually next to you.
"The advertisement shows a fish with an eerie stare."
What can I say, I'm in class and our textbook is "Creative Strategy in Advertising"
School is good. I like my classes thus far. As far as teachers go, I'm not sure how I feel about my Principles of Journalism teacher...she kinda rubs me the wrong way...like i'll say something, and she'll say something in response to make me feel dumb...er. i don't know how to describe it.
all my assignments are fun. i get to be crafty. yess...
does anyone know how to make a word document into a pdf? thanks guys.
hope you guys are doing great. chin up, if you aren't. you guys light up my life.
- Mood:
creative - Music:people in my ad copywriting class
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At least I am not this person. How stupid is it to get that cat on your tooth?! RIDICULOUS!
LISTEN TO PANIC! AT THE DISCO!!!!!!
If you haven't already, you suck, because they are an amazing band! Lindsey got me into them! Catchy lyrics, creative musical style, and overall refreshing. Talented guys. Look them up on Myspace.
Allrighty, that's it. Short n sweet.
- Mood:
blah - Music:time to dance- Panic! At the Disco
BERNARD TONIGHT = YAY!
productive i am...and worn out as well
study tomorrow with bond
yes that is her real name
i made the best chicken ever: italian dressing for marinade, oregano, garlic salt, and italian season too.
YUM
come over i'll cook for you
my roomate has a coke problem =(
like coca cola problem...she will end up with kidney stones
<3 End post
- Mood:
excited - Music:slideshow- ?
one for now, more later! i'm proud of it!
1. Courtney is officially the Booby Monster picture...damn!
2. Courtney is probably jealous that Dave Grohl has the ability of producing
3. Courtney is available to entertain single males, females and couples - LMAO! YEAH BABY!
4. Courtney is a fuking dirty dirty slut, shes fukt with nirvana and she fukt with kurt - so i read like 30 times
5. Chelsea also thinks Courtney is some homeless person - thanks!
6. our hero, Courtney, is a fashion student with big dreams. Courtney is naive and absent-minded, with an ironic lack of fashion sense - THAT'S ME
7. Later, in the Nappy Dugout, Courtney is sitting at the bar drinking shots. Mavis comes in and asks how he's doing. She didn't have to make a scene - THE DRAMA!
8. Courtney is just another example of women hating men accusing her of being another Yoko. Courtney is an angel compared to that asshole filmmaker - okay, there's another opinion of Love
9. Courtney is difficult to place in any particular racial or ethnic category. - Dude, I'm ASIAN
10. They show up at the barn, where Courtney is hanging out. Nikolas kicks at the bale of hay that Courtney is hiding behind and she makes a noise. - The suspense I forgot to put in the quotes last time...but 3/4 of what i found still deal with courtney love. dammit!
- Mood: creative
- Music:awesomly bad
Chris in the 1985 "Take on me" Video = Ungodly awesome!
The Quagmire cracks = Beautiful
The episode rocked my socks off!
K, that's all.
- Mood:
amused - Music:The new Coke Commercial that mocks the one from the 70s
i realized i had better more important people who care about me than some fag who wants to say shit in my journal. Thank God for security features!
In el librario stalling before doing homework that's not due till Monday. Reading that back I realize that made hardly any sense.
Crispers smoothies soothe the soul. Justin told me Publix owns that chain. That would explain why they SO PROUDLY serve Publix generic ice cream.
Bought Justin his birtday gift. I now have little money in my account. It's ok. I don't plan on shopping that much till late June/July anyway. I know, EVERYONE GASP! See, it's in writing. Therefore you guys can bitch at me when I complain about being broke.
JUSTIN'S AND BRIAN'S BIRTHDAYS ARE SO CLOSE! DAMMIT! Don't worry dude. I'm sure I'll find you a magnificent gift. And nothing cheesy like "my prescence is my present!"
I have just enough money to do my nails...and no class Friday...
VICTORY IS MINE!
- Mood:
relieved - Music:hollaback girl-gwen stefani
Dancing in the dessert blowing up the sunshine...
BLAST OFF! IT'S PARTY TIME! AND WE DON'T LIVE IN A FACIST NATION!
WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU? WHY DON'T THE PRESIDENTS FIGHT THE WAR? WHY DO WE ALWAYS SEND THE POOR?!
I love the irony of this song by system of a down. How about Justin got the cd from "his sony guy" 3 days ago. GUESS WHO BURNED THAT MOTHAFUCKA!
- Mood:
awake - Music:cigaro- system of a down
Is it me or did Marge Simpson get like severly anal? I watched the two episodes last night as was like DAMN. She was apathetic and now she's like psycho. NO BART! CATHOLICS ARE BAD! Gotta say that bit did offend me...but only a little.
Talking to Chris is like talking to my own Napoleon Dynamite. That's good though. I think he said "heck yes" every 3 lines on AIM. It's sad to measure conversations on AIM.
I'm stalling on Stats homework. It's almost 2...but it doesn't start till weed hour...that's right I SAID IT! 4:20. There, now the joke is old...er.
I need sleep. Justin is off today so I will see him after my class ends at 6. God how I hate that! A summer "night" class. Ugh. I need to go to the bank tomorrow. I will be poor. Justin's birthday is June 8th and I want to get my dad something for father's day. And of course I NEED to shop. Target is my new mall.
NEOPET TIME BEFORE HOMEWORK!
Procrastination rocks my socks.
- Mood: blah
- Music:construction in the library
 I tashte like Alcohol.Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You? |
Yay for Family Guy...but I'm seriously sick of Star Wars references. I wanted to see the movie, but after all this hoopla, i will most likely see it hmmmm....in 3 years.
- Mood:
I GOTTA PEE! - Music:Fox 30 News...not the news channel cuz i'm liberal!
I was reading online that Paris Hilton is in a new commercial for Carl Jr's (western burger chain), in a skimpy bathing suit on a bently, burger in hand saying "that's hot."
To make it worse, the head of the company was like "we're trying to make Paris Hilton famous."
WHAT THE FUCK! SHE'S FAMOUS FOR NOTHING TO BEGIN WITH! SHE DOESN'T NEED ANY HELP!
That is my rant for the day.
- Mood:
PEOPLE ARE STUPID! - Music:Rugrats cuz I'm still a kid
| Class Clown You are 0% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 71% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant. |
| You are the Class Clown. This means you walk down the center of the classroom with books on your head, while the teacher stares on in... Shit, I really need to stop looking at these pictures while I'm typing. Anyway, I MEANT to say that you are the Class Clown, and this means that you are extroverted, mean, and arrogant. You are not very rational, so you gravitate towards things that produce feelings or emotions over thoughts (like fart jokes or spitballs, for instance). You are also an extrovert and rather full of yourself, so of course you want constant attention for yourself and think you are somehow better than others. You can also be a bit mean-spirited, and like a class clown you wouldn't hesitate to make a joke at someone else's expense, no matter how terrible it would make them feel. So your personality defects are that you have to be the center of attention, that you don't care about others, and that you are rather irrational and motivated by intuitions. Now stop walking around with those books on your head and sit down this instant! To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted. 3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle. 4. You are more ARROGANT than humble. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Robot. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Schoolyard Bully, the Smartass, and the Brute. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid |
- Mood: amused
- Music:family guy
Your Deadly Sins |
Gluttony: 80% |
Greed: 60% |
Lust: 60% |
Pride: 60% |
Sloth: 60% |
Wrath: 60% |
Envy: 20% |
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 57% |
You'll die from a diabetic coma. |
| COURTNEY | ||
|---|---|---|
| C | is for | Comical |
| O | is for | Overwhelming |
| U | is for | Useful |
| R | is for | Rebellious |
| T | is for | Thoughtful |
| N | is for | Nerdy |
| E | is for | Elitist |
| Y | is for | Young |
Old-skool quiz, but I found it very accurate =)
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Some documentary about the Lindburgh baby
I have like 3 more hours till my next class and I'm just waiting here in the library. WOOP DE FREAKIN DO! So I saw it as a chance to update. So far the History of Rock 'n' Roll is pretty hot. Now to find a concert to go to before the end of June. I have to do a concert review, a CD review, and elaborate on anything I want to as far as rock is concerned...at it has to be 1000 words. Cake? I'm hoping.
It occured to me a while ago that my boyfriend has seriously expensive taste. He wants Oakley sunglasses ($135) or Oakley sandals ($100). This means I have to think of something around the same price to ask for Christmas or my birthday, both of which are quite a bit aways. I keep telling myself the dinners at fancy restaurants make up for it. I always get him little things as a form of thank you. I'm thinking of getting him the sandals and making something cheesy. Cuz that's the way I do things =)Good thing my dad set up a checking account for me.
So I'm supposed to go and visit my sister (this time with the family) in July. I'M NOT SURE I CAN HANDLE THAT! Hopefully my sister will find some way to make a 2-week family vacation to Jersey un-lame. I think I'm traveling about the same time Justin will be in New York. Like always, it seems like we can't get away from each other! No problem with me.
I'm so freakin' bored. I just can't wait for the day to be over. I'm supposed to eat dinner with my parents after I get out...at 6. Oh well. It's the price to pay for taking both classes and knocking them out!
I've found myself watching a lot of A&E forensic shows along with tons of documentaries on the History channel. Then I manage to do a 180 and watch Family Guy DVD sets. Last night's episode = great as always. I love the Rebrandt spoof.
- Mood:
groggy - Music:library noises
Your Political Profile |
Overall: 20% Conservative, 80% Liberal |
Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal |
Personal Responsibility: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal |
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal |
Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal |
Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal |
By the way, some BITCHY FEMALES deserved to be shat on. If you are the psycho i think you are, you still read my journal. Seriously...you have issues. Therefore, we (and you know who WE are) have no desire to be around you.
If you ever let your mom stop solving your shit, call me.
- Mood:
must fight fire w/ fire - Music:THIS SHIT IS BANANAS!
Well not here, per se, but in Penny Farms.
http://aolsvc.news.aol.com/celeb/article.a
- Mood:
giddy - Music:City Confidential on A&E
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
So true! Saw Justin tonight and we did something we haven't done in a long time. We stared into each other's eyes for minutes in silence. And it sent my heart aflutter. I'm so lucky to share my world with someone like him.
- Mood:
Hopelessly in Love - Music:Beverly Hills- Weezer
My boyfriend is WONDERFUL! I LOVE HIM! Saw him today. He bought a pair of motorcycle gloves for me and his sisters to share when we ride out with him. I have to get him a birthday present for next month. I know he wants Oakley sandals and Oakley Ducati sunglasses (REACHING A TOTAL OF LIKE $300!!!!!) What can I say? My boy has expensive taste. Maybe I'll convince him to give me a shopping spree that is equal to the amount I spent. Shiiiiit!!!
Anyway, I'm just really stoked about how things are going. I can honestly say that my hard work paid off. I have to write an e-mail to this lady. Hopefully she'll let me do some freelance writing. Justin makes me so happy! I only want to do the same for him.
- Mood: FUCKING STOKED!
- Music:Kojak kicking ass
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